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Holidays,birthdays and growing up

I often wonder if I will ever become one of those people known as adults. You would think by the time a person exceeds the half century mark it would happen. 

Holidays are the worst time for me to try to pull off being an adult. When it comes to keeping gifts a secret Do not tell me. Seriously I am the worlds worst secret keeper about gifts. I made a special gift for my sissy for her birthday and dear hubby mailed it today. I certainly hope she gets it by Friday or I just know I’m going to burst keeping this a secret.  I do believe God is sitting up there chuckling as he knows my heart and my weakness then bestowed upon me 2 beautiful daughters at the same time, during the holiday season no less, so I would have not one but two people to keep secrets from. Holidays, birthdays, oh all the secrets and I know someday I’m just gonna burst!  

Alright my secret is out, I fake being an adult very well when the truth is I’m a kid at heart and I don’t see that changing anytime soon. This weather is not helping at all. It’s currently 47 degrees, windy and the snow and ice are leaving at a rapid pace. How on earth am I going to enjoy winter-without winter? I want to race outside and catch snowflakes on my tongue! I want to build snowmen and toss snowballs. In case your not aware it’s almost impossible to do these things when it’s 47 degrees-in Alaska.

Well my rant is over and now I’ll share what’s happening on Two Moose Farm but I’m still almost patiently waiting for winter and I’ll try to pull off this adult thing for a bit longer.

My beautiful daughters turned 11 today. They have become young ladies right before my eyes. While I miss the little girls I’m in awe of the young women and their growing need to explore the new world they are just beginning to see. We try to make birthdays special but our children now have ideas of their own and we must let them grow. I will admit it saddened me to have Cati state she wanted to bake their birthday cake, I had a good “adult” moment-I smiled and relinquished the spatula to her capable hands. Of course the cake was delicious but watching them grow up so fast is bittersweet.

   
 The Thanksgiving preparations are in full swing now. Got the bird out for its final scrub, then checked to see if it will fit in the oven (ovens in the 30’s weren’t made for 30 pound turkeys) and it is now resting in the brine until 4 a.m. Thursday morning. The pics show how tight a fit the bird will be and I will have 7 hours of vigilantly watching so the fire does not get to hot and burn my little turkey. Tomorrow will be busy with baking pies, rolls and cornbread for dressing. I do love all the hectic preparations and I will have lots of help with Cati doing most of the baking now.

   
 The men will stay busy keeping us in firewood and water over the next few days. Caleb is quite proud of the fact he can be a part of this now. He’s growing into such a handsome young man and a strong one too. He has outgrown me by almost 2 inches! 

Caleb getting in firewood

 

 
  

Well as is the norm I’ll leave you with a few random pics and a prayer for peace in your heart. God Bless

   
 
Cami creating bear clothes

  
  

Let the holidays begin

It’s that time of year again! Let me say that again-It’s that time of year again!!!! In case you missed it I love this time of year! The crisp morning air mixed with the aroma of coffee perking and the anticipation of the coming days where the aroma of cinnamon, sage and roasting turkey will fill the cabin, yes I do love the holidays. I have so much to be Thankful for I am almost overwhelmed by the emotions. 

Holidays, for some can mean a time of stress, shopping and fretting over things that won’t matter in the coming years. For all of you reading this I would like to ask a favor-please take a minute to relax, breathe in a deep breath and ask yourself “What kind of memories are we building”? I posed this question to myself years ago and decided that very few fancy decorations and expensive gifts would be remembered in the future BUT laughter, good food and happy times would be traditions that would. With that realization I found freedom. My children have begun getting the holiday bug too with reaching the age where they too can take part in preparing the meal and atmosphere  that takes days to complete. 

Thanksgiving for us has always been a time of sharing and caring. Being off grid some things have changed but the meaning has not. It is a time of Thankfulness and building memories. This year is going to be a turning point for me. My children are already coming into their own with Cati taking on the responsibility of official pie baker  last year was her first “almost by myself” run and this year I will resist all urges to “help” and quietly sit on the sidelines and relinquish that department to her. I have so much to be thankful for but I might add there’s a bit of me that will shed a few silent tears at the thought of my babies growing up. Cami is not much for cooking, she doesn’t have the desire and I don’t push but I am sure she will find a project to commemorate the holiday with. A true artist in mind, body and soul she will create something memorable. Caleb, my youngest son who is at the age where he wants to be a man but still not sure how, will busy himself with getting firewood to keep the stove stoked. Caleb will have the most important job of all. My dear son who is warring with himself right now and looking for the direction he wants to take in life, will provide the most basic element yet the most crucial to keep both our bodies and our hearts warm. I hope each child realizes how each has a unique talent and gift that completes our family circle.

Yesterday we butchered a turkey. Let the preparations begin.

Here are a few of our favorite recipes. 

Cornbread dressing *note* this is one of those recipes that require self adjusting, meaning if you have to add a bit more or reduce the liquid then do so. Begin by baking the cornbread a day or two before. 

Cornbread-2 cups cornmeal, 1 1/2 cup flour, 2 eggs beaten slightly, 1 stick butter melted, 2 1/2 tsp baking powder and 1 tsp salt. 2 1/4 cups milk. Mix the dry ingredients then together well then add milk, eggs and butter stirring only until combined-you should have a thick batter.coat a cast iron skillet with oil and sprinkle in some cornmeal to coat bottom before pouring batter in pan. Bake at 350 degrees 30-35 minutes until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. *note this recipe is not what we call “eatin” cornbread it’s “dressing” cornbread. Cool then crumble into bowl and set aside. ****If you don’t have a cast iron skillet you can use a large cake pan to bake.

Dressing

Cornbread crumbled

6 cups dried bread crumbs

2 large onions diced

1 bunch diced celery

1 whole clove garlic minced or 2-3 tsp jarred minced garlic

6 eggs slightly beaten

1 stick butter melted

2 pounds breakfast sausage crumbled and cooked and drained

4 cups chicken broth 

2 cups apple juice you can substitute water

2 tbsp rubbed sage

1 tsp salt 

1/2 tsp pepper

1 tbsp poultry seasoning

Optional-1 cup dried apples, 1 cup dried cranberries 1 cup chopped walnuts-I use all 3

Sauté onions and celery until transparent.

Mix it all up well in a large bowl-it should be thick like brownies for a drier dressing or for moister add chicken broth to thin like a cake batter. Pour in a couple large cake pans and bake at 350 for about an hour or until center is firm to the touch. I like to bake some in a loaf pan for later. Remove from pan and wrap in plastic wrap, chill and slice then brown in skillet for breakfast. Served with maple syrup and butter it’s much like scrapple but with a twist!

This makes a huge batch. It freezes well though or you can cut in half.

Brine for turkey-

If you want a turkey that will be moist, tender and look like it came out of a cook book -brine it!

24 hours prior to cooking-

1 1/2 cups canning salt

1 orange unpeeled cut in wedges

1TbSP rubbed sage

1 TBSP minced garlic

1 TBSP dried  rosemary 

Large container like a cooler

Squeeze oranges to juice and toss juice and oranges in container-add remaining ingredients. Add 1/2 gallon hot water and mix thoroughly. Add enough ice to chill.

Place turkey in brine then add ice and water to cover bird. Stir it around to mix brine and let sit 24 hours adding ice if needed to maintain a temp 36-40 degrees. 

To prepare turkey remove from brine and pat dry-butter the entire bird lightly and place in pan breat side down. Add just enough water or broth to pan to cover bottom 1/2 inch. Roast in oven at 325 for 2 hours. Remove from oven and carefully insert 2 meat forks (one in each body cavity) then flip breast side up. Return to oven for remainder of cooking time. It takes about 15 minutes per pound of bird but the easiest way to check for doneness is a meat thermometer inserted in thigh it should read 165

Let bird “rest” 30 minutes covered with foil and a heavy towel before carving.

Once upon a time in Alaska

Once upon a time in a land far away there was a magical place called Alaska……

And it’s no longer a dream it’s my home! Yes, I am feeling a bit silly tonight as I sit by the warm fire and watch the snowflakes falling from the sky. 

Alaska still is very magical to me though, I’ve never felt this happiness in any other place. I have discovered it is the simple things like a woodpecker knocking on a tree, turkeys gobbling, snowflakes falling and children laughing that give me the warm fuzzy feeling of being where I belong. I only wish I could bottle up this feeling and share it.  

 I apologize now for not having anything exciting to say-oh wait yes I do have some news! In 2013 while we were still living in Wyoming someone sent one of my recipes into a contest for a Taste of Home. I was contacted by email in late 2013 and told my recipe had placed high enough to be included in their cook book. Here it is 2015 and I just recieved my copy of the cookbook. I’m on page 47. It’s not the first recipe contest I’ve won but it’s the first time I have placed in one I didn’t enter. I never have found out the identity of the person who entered me but to them I say Thank You-your entering me and believing in my abilities means more than any prize. If your interested in obtaining a copy it is called “A Taste of Home Slow Cooker and One Dish Recipes” 

 The picture below is my recipe

 

I would like to also mention time is running out to get your Two Moose Farm hoodie or T-shirt. There’s exciting things happening at Two Moose Farm in 2016 so get yours now while you still can-T-shirts and hoodies

(Trust me your going to want one of these) Big things happening!

I’ll go for now as my internet has gone from slow to sloth speed but keep smiling and I pray your all blessed with everything you need.

  

Off grid Q and A’s

   

  

  

  

  

 I receive many questions about how we do things being so remote and off grid and decided to share some of the ways we do things. 

Q-how do your animals stay warm in the winter? 

A- Most animals are well equipped to handle the cold if they can be kept out of drafts and dry. Our solution is we raised beds for the pigs and insulate underneath then provide lots of hay for them to snuggle into. It’s actually easier to accomplish keeping them warm at 20 degrees and snow versus 60 with rain. Chickens and turkeys are much the same but even better equipped as they have a layer of down feathers which they fluff up trapping air and providing insulation against the cold. Pair their natural abilities with wide wooden perches to sit on the fluff up, bury their head under a wing and sit on their feet. They also will roost close together providing further warmth.

Q-how do you keep water thawed for your animals

A-We don’t even attempt to. What we do instead is use metal pots for watering and three times a day we fill them bringing them in to thaw and returning them out to the animals warm. Goats especially like a warm drink.

Q-Do you grow your own animal feed

A-not yet but working on it. We feed commercial feeds using organic as much as possible and our animals free range.

Q-You have lots of animals-what do you do with them.

A-Yes we do have lots of animals! Pigs, goats, chickens, turkeys, rabbits and bees. Pigs we raise for meat and we do sell some wiener pigs. Chickens are divided into 2 groups Meat and eggs. Our meat chickens not only provide us with meat but others in our community too. Goats provide milk for our family and are foragers who keep the brush at bay helping to keep fire danger down. We do sell young goats to others for meat, breeding and pets. We also use goats for meat. Our turkeys are for meat and are now beginning to repopulate naturally so we will begin selling poults in the spring. Rabbits are for meat and we sell breeders to others. Bees of course are for honey and wax. We are not experts with them yet but we did get a nice small harvest of honey and wax this year.

Q-On your blog you said you have an off grid brooder for raising chicks, how does that work?

A-necessity is the mother of invention! After much trial and error with others ideas the hubby and I sat down and discussed what needed accomplished. Between me tossing ideas around and his ingenuity we devised a brooder that is heated from underneath versus overhead and uses oil lamps instead of electric bulbs or heaters. It’s been very successful as we’ve raised hundreds of birds in the last year.

Q-how do you keep foods cold?

A-first of all I must point out that items like cheese and eggs don’t require refrigeration if stored properly. We wax cheese and keep eggs in a cool dark place like my cooler box I built out of an old crate (it’s shown in the blog) milk is kept in glass jars then put in a bucket of spring water under the porch in summer where it stays a chilly 36 degrees. We do have a freezer we use that is kept frozen by insulating well and running the generator a couple hours every other day but I will say we got by with no freezer or generator the first 9 months we lived off grid.

Q- how do you wash clothes and bathe with no running water?

A-a wash board, laundry tubs and wringer provide the ability to keep the clothes clean and we have a huge pot that we heat 5 gallons of water at a time in. Bathing is accomplished with the hot water and a washtub. We do use the laundry and shower house once a month if funds permit but get by just fine without.

Q-What do you do in emergencies?

A-knowledge is power. Knowing how to treat medical emergencies is crucial for remote folks or anyone that loves being outdoors in the wild. I’m a trained EMT my husband a trained firefighter and with that we have the basics covered. We do have alternate plans in place in the event it’s something serious.

Q-Alaska is cold a lot, how do you garden?

A-much like many places in the lower we do have a short growing season but we get our plants started in a mini greenhouse that we heat with oil lamps and bottles of water that absorb heat in the day from the sun and release it at night. Our crops are divided into 2 types cold crops and others. Cold crops are grown in a fenced in area lined with black plastic to pull the heat in until the end of June then removed or they get too warm in the long days. The other crops are grown in the greenhouse or in our case several mini greenhouses as we grow potatoes in wood boxes covering them with plastic on cold nights.

Q-what types of food preservation do you do?

A-We use many methods but by and far my favorite is canning. I can vegetables, fish, meat and poultry because it stores easy and is always available for quick meals. We also dehydrate some, smoke and as mentioned before I wax our cheese and that keeps it shelf stable.

Q-What are somethings you wish you had?

A-We want for very little as we like our simple life but I do hope to someday have a milk cow. 

Q-What is the biggest challenge of living off grid? 

A-That’s a tough one! We really don’t have any wants or needs that would be considered a challenge. I can’t think of a single thing that I would change.

Q-What is the biggest challenge to living in such small quarters?

A-Storage! There’s never enough room so we have to be creative and adjust. 

Q-Do you ever get “Cabin Fever”?

A-That has not been a problem in our 2 winters here. I attribute that to we are always outside regardless of the weather, caring for animals, gathering wood and hauling water and we all like going exploring regardless of the cold.

That covers the main questions but please keep them coming! Thanks to all of you who have messaged me both here and on our Facebook page. Have a blessed day!

Alaska memories! One year ago today.

Was just reading my Facebook posts from a year ago and discovered that we have memories!!!! Here’s what happened a year ago today.

Well home, finally warm and dry. Looks like today’s little outing turned into yet another Alaska adventure. Went to town, ran errands and was

Pretty much a typical day, right? Well maybe if you don’t live out in the woods! Many of you have seen my earlier post complete with pic of me burying the 4 wheeler In a foot of water and ice. Okay so not too bad, swallow pride and call hubby-then as I look at the phone a bit of panic……battery is flashing red……next heartbeat wolves start howling and it’s getting dark. So putting on my bravest mom face (had my 2 ten year old girls with me) I tell Cati to call dad as I continue to work to get the wheeler dislodged from the hole and return the back wheel to the ground (it’s a foot off the ground at this point. Okay then at that moment I am lifting with all my might as Cami is on the wheeler hitting reverse I hear laughing. Laughing? Really? Like a danged Hyena laughing. So I stop, not believing this sound I am hearing and wondering who the heck put Hyenas out here to roam with the Moose, wolves,Coyotes and Bears. Now mind you the minute we stop the 4 wheeler and I step aside and right into knee deep ice cold water the laughing stops. Thoroughly convinced I have finally lost my marbles I begin the entire process of lifting the front end while soaking wet and freezing and right when she starts moving a half inch there goes that danged Hyena again! Start, stop, start, stop and I finally realize the laughing Hyena is the chains dear hubby put on the tires hitting the ice chunks and making the ominous laughing sound! Now about this time hubby shows up-it’s still light enough to see 20 feet in front of you gets out the handy dandy come along and gets me unstuck, trailer reattached to the wheeler and I travel another 30 feet and splat-guess who just found the second crater that by now feels to me like the son of the Grand Canyon! Once again he gets me pulled to solid ground and it’s dark. Not just twilight I can see half a mile but dark enough I could hardly see my hand in front of my face but I’m on solid ground, my trusty camo steed is raring to go into battle and I’m headed home. Got to love this boring life I lead and my dear hubby for always coming to my rescue 🙂

  

Winter is in the air

It seems winter may just make an appearance after all here in Alaska. The past few days have found us bouncing between wind, sleet, hail and snow peppered moments. Always on the ready we have busied ourselves with repairing animal pens and shelters which is a never ending job, gathering firewood, hauling water and of course dear hubby has been also busy making repairs to the wheelers. He did get excited when he discovered that one of my “mall” aka local dump site finds turned out to be tire chains that would fit his 4 wheeler. 

Yes we have finally frozen up. That glorious time of year when the soggy ground almost magically freezes and ends the muddy season. A time for celebration for this off grid family as now we can begin the real work. When the ground is frozen logs can be hauled with greater ease as they slide across the frozen tundra much easier and travel back and forth to town is done by machine versus on foot. 

This is also my favorite season because of the holidays. I love holidays! Big meals with family all around and this year will be even more special as we have plans for fellow homesteaders Reese and Ann to join us and perhaps another couple too! Yes I love to entertain. Cooking for a crowd is one of my favorite things to do and although we will be cramped in our small quarters what a time we will have. 

The kids are loving the snow and chilly weather. Aunt Cathy sent them ice skates so we are planning on going to the hidden lake once it is frozen solid. I do have plans for an ice rink in the front yard if I can make it happen. It’s not as difficult as it may sound. Once the ground freezes solid I will start emptying the dish water out there and it will freeze. If I can keep the critters out it should get smooth and they will have a fenced in area to skate away in. Yes, creative thinking is a must for sure.it really should not take long to accomplish weather permitting with as many dishes as I do! 

 I know this is a short post but the roosters are crowing and it’s almost 5:30 a.m. So time to get the dough kneaded and commence my day. I hope your all blessed with joy and happiness.  I’ll leave you with random pics as has become the tradition. God Bless!

   
    
  

 

Turkey Butchering ****Warning graphic pics******

As promised I am sharing our turkey butchering.  Butchering any poultry you must prepare the animals the day before.  No food for 12 hours prior but allow water.  This will make cleaning the birds much easier.  Assemble the following: A very large pot for scalding and a heat source-propane turkey fryers work well. (you can dry pluck but I prefer scalding as it cleans the birds and removes a thin layer of skin where dirt gets trapped).  A second large pot or tub of clean cold water for rinsing after gutting, a propane torch or any source of flame for singeing the pin feathers (optional) sharp knives, a cooler for the dressed bird, a separate tub of cold water for the giblets, neck and feet if you choose to keep those.  A long wire with a weight (3-5 lbs.. sturdy string or twine for tying feet and hanging.  While one person holds the bird with wings pressed against its sides another ties feet together-these pics show my 60 lb. 10 year old daughter holding the 30 lb. bird while hubby ties its feet.  The bird is then hung up and the wire with weight is inserted in the soft tissue under the beak and through the mouth and twisted in place then quickly given a sharp tug.  This will break its neck and put it into shock so it doesn’t feel pain.  We then make a slit below the head (front side) to severe the artery and bleed the bird out.  Allow it to hang at least 10 minutes to bleed out.  You may seem some wing flapping so stay clear as the wings are powerful but it is only muscle contractions at this time. Grab head and pull while making a cut all the way around the base of the head to remove it.  You may encounter a tough cord, this is the spinal cord and just cut through it.

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Once the turkey is bled out untie legs and scald-make sure the water is right at boiling as it will make your job easier. Scald the bird for a couple of minutes pushing it down with feet to completely submerge any feathered areas.  This is the most difficult part as the bird gets much heavier with wet feathers!  Remove and test by pulling some of the leg feathers, if they come out easy then put it on the table breast side up and begin plucking.  I prefer to do wings first while still hot.  These feathers can be difficult.  You will find that when plucking if you leave a few feathers in your fingertips and rub the smaller feathers will roll out.  Some people swear by rubber gloves during this process but I have never been able to work with them on.  Get off as many feathers as you can.  Some new growth or broken feathers can be removed by squeezing (like a pimple) I know-yuck but that is the way it is and unless you want to find out what cooked feathers taste like you will get them out.  Some feathers are very small almost hairlike and that’s when using the torch comes in handy as it burns them off leaving a tiny back spot that will wash away.

Once you have plucked and singed put bird breast side up on table with neck facing you, grab the skin on the neck and slide down.  Cut this skin off 3 -4 inches from the body then push it back against body.  Holding bird with one hand stretch out the neck as far as you can.  This will separate the neck bones and make removal easier.  as close to the body as you can slice through the flesh all the way around the base of the neck and set down your knife.  If you have some help holding bird this will be much easier. Grab the neck and twist then with tip of knife sever any tissue that is still connected.  An alternative way to do this is to use large garden clippers to cut through the neck.

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Once this is completed take your fingers and slide along the skin on the right side and separate the craw from the attaching tissues and pull this out (this is why no food for 12 hours, an empty craw is much cleaner to deal with).cut it off and discard.

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Turn the bird around still breast side up and at the knee joint slice through at the bend and snap backwards to reveal the inside of joint and cut the tendon inside continuing on through to slice through skin and remove feet.  After a bit of practice this part gets easier to do.  once feet are removed then make a horizontal slit a half inch above the cloaca (yep its discharge end) this is made easier by sliding the skin up on the breast and making it taut.  Slip your fingers in to help guide knife and cut around the cloaca now enlarge the horizontal cut large enough to get your hand in.  Sliding fingers in an upward movement against the breast bone grab the gizzard, it feels like a hard rock in there. Pull that out and the innards will follow.  Cut the gizzard free and set aside  then find the liver it looks like a big red blob.  Notice the green sac hanging from it-do not puncture or cut that as it is full of bile (if you do quickly wash off all traces) cut around the bile sac to remove liver and set aside.  Now remove the rest of the innards and discard.  Reaching back in feel all the way up to neck and grab out the heart.  Trim away the veins and arteries and set that aside in your cold water tub.  Once all the guts have been removed rake your fingers along the rib cage to remove air sacs and windpipe.  Put the bird in the cold water tub and scrub the remaining blood and airsacs out then wipe over outside to wash off any bits that have stuck.

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Place in cooler and fill with cold water.  Add ice if needed to keep temp between 36-40 degrees.  maintain this for 24 hours then empty water, rinse bird and repeat.  Do this for 48 hours before freezing or cooking 72 hours is even better and your bird will be moist and tender.  Note***** DO not skip on the rinsing of the bird every 24 hours or changing water-this is important to maintain an enviroment were bacteria doesn’t grow.  Do not permit temp to rise over 40 degrees!!!!

Keep gizzard, livers and hearts in separate water baths under refrigeration until time to either cook or freeze.

If keeping the gizzard you need to clean it.  Lay it in your hand and cut it open  ( if you look at it you will see a white area that gets narrow in the middle-cut it there and turn inside out.  It should be full of rocks or grit.  this is how birds process food.  Empty the grit out and notice there is a rubbery lining.  peel that lining out and discard. in th pics here you will see bits of melted aluminum the turkey ate digging through ash pies.  I look at every gizzard-who knows someday we may find a gold nugget!

If freezing your bird place neck, gizzard, heart and liver inside a  plastic bag.  Insert that into body cavity for easy removal during thawing. Finding bags large enough for a 20+ pound turkey is almost impossible ( cooking bags will work) I use trash can liners and double bag, expel as much air as possible to prevent freezer burn.

With a little practice you will find that you can process birds in a matter of minutes. The prep and cleanup takes longer than the processing.  We do literally a hundred plus chickens and turkeys a year and hope that by the grace of God we are blessed enough to do even more next year.  Knowing where and how your meats are raised and processed is important in todays world.  Our animals lead a fulfilling happy life from the day they are born until the day they become meat on our table or someone elses.  Free to roam and not be caged up 24/7.

Holiday season is upon us

It’s that time of year again when thoughts of big family dinners, shopping and Christmas music is blaring at every turn. Of course we are sheltered from the commercializations of the holidays and our thoughts turn to things like butchering turkeys. That is what has been on the agenda for a week now yet the weather has given them a bit of a reprieve. Tomorrow-well today actually as it is after midnight, we will butcher the remaining birds and they will be on the menu for Thanksgiving dinner. Sadly we lost many this year to both predators and the flooding we experienced but with a bigger flock next year and proven broody mommas (both or birds hatched chicks this year) we expect that we will see a better year in 2016. For those of you wanting to know how the processing is done I will post after and hopefully dear hubby or one of the kids can get pics. Don’t worry if your squeamish I will warn in the title so you don’t have to see if you don’t want to. 

   
It’s 1:30 a.m. And I find myself wide awake after my nightly jaunt around the place checking critters. It’s become a difficult task with half frozen ground and I find myself either skating on the ice or sinking in the mud but as I slip, slither and slosh through the elements I am being rewarded with stars in the sky, a bit of the Aurora showing a hazy green and the wind whispering a mournful tune through the trees. 

The time is getting closer for some of the goats to begin kidding and I am sure now that Charlotte the pig absorbed her second litter of piglets so no guess as to when she will finally farrow. This off weather has been difficult for both the animals and us humans. Trying to keep the water away and from warm to cold to warm again has messed with their bodies natural coping abilities. This cycle will pass but it leaves devastation behind that isn’t as obvious to those who aren’t living it. Just a challenge though that time will overcome. 

It seems we now have two goats that think indoors is better than out. Our little wether Klondike (who is destined for freezer camp)fell in a water hole yesterday and luckily the kids were close enough to save him. By the time Caleb carried him to the cabin he was very chilled, weak (the goat) and showing signs of hypothermia. Getting him inside, dried off and warm again he soon was back to being an obnoxious little goat who now is standing at my door bellering. He doesn’t miss his momma he misses being spoiled. Of course the country kitchen cure all has wetted his appetite for sweet treats. For those of you who don’t know what that is, the country kitchen cure all was a milk replacer concocted of carnation canned milk, corn syrup if you had it or any other sweetener like honey or maple syrup. A bit of salt and some water to dilute it and you could nourish both 2 legged and 4 legged critters back to health. To this day I still use it.im sure there are those who would dispute it’s use but there are many an old timer that was raised on that mixture. 

   
I’m praying the weatherman is correct in his forecast. Only time will tell of course but it looks like we may see a solid freeze in the coming week. Would sure help with getting around out here-and getting in. With all the breakdowns we are waiting on parts so we can have a wheeler that is in working order. Our good friends Dan and Robin saved the day by loaning us a wheeler as papa Freds is now in need of new cv joints (this place is brutal on them)and our wheelers are waiting for parts to arrive. One of them still in the swamp until it is solid enough to drag it home and see what is wrong. We aren’t quite at total self sufficiency but we get closer each year and praying 2016 will be the year we accomplish it. If we truly had to we could survive without many things but our desire is not to just survive but to thrive in our little world.

Who else is already garden fantasizing? I know I cannot be the only one! With a full growing season under my belt I now have the confidence to get out and grow! Yes it was a lot of trial and error but it proved what worked and what didn’t!  Yes I can grow tomatoes and tomatillos here! While we didn’t grow enough to get us through until next season we did have enough to can and enjoy our bounty-next year will be better yet. 

Back to the holidays. I’ve quite a delimma. Last year the girls and I overcame our limited space by creating a construction paper Christmas tree and hanging it on the wall-this year the wall is covered with shelves. I will need to be really creative to figure out where we will put a tree this year. To those who think a tree is trivial I must explain that because our income is so limited, gifts for the kids are not something we have the luxury of buying so I do what I can and start new traditions so they have fond memories of when we celebrate the birth of our savior. Priorities. It’s all about what truly matters.

Well the wind is really whipping and the cabin is beginning to feel the chill so I must go stoke the fire and think of a nap as I have a big day ahead. I pray your all warm and dry, safe from the storms that life can toss at us and Thankful for the blessings that you have. Until next time…..

Easing into winter

It appears winter might possibly make an appearance. Not with a blustery blizzard and frigid temps rolling in like a freight train but more like when you dip your toes into the chilly water easing yourself into the chilly abyss versus diving in all at once.

This morning I made a lap through the critters quite quickly as they are all sleeping soundly in their beds-well except for the turkeys who seem to think roosting on the fence is a better idea than roosting in their shelter and let’s not forget Frankie.  Frankie the billy goat who thinks he’s a people. Seriously, he refuses to stay with the other goats (unless the girls are in heat) preferring the company of humans much to our dismay. He has learned he can head butt his way into almost anywhere but he still remains gentle towards us only seeking to be included in the family.  I do have to draw the line at the door though. He isn’t allowed inside the cabin but somehow seems to find his way in. Yesterday it was a bit windy and chilly so the door was not left open yet I looked up from kneading bread and who’s eyes did I meet? Yes, Frankie was standing there staring at me with a “what’s for supper mom?” Look on his face. Never a dull moment when there are goats around.

Dear hubby was quite busy yesterday with our trail of broke down wheelers-now he has two of them to somehow get home and while we wait for parts he is doing everything “old school” aka on foot. Our feed that was in the truck needed brought in so he decided the old sled would suffice and hiked to the truck-2 of the kids went along and what was to be quick trip (4 hours out and in again) turned into 8 with our last wheeler now sitting on the trail awaiting a rescue mission which has not yet been planned. I might also mention a friend in town needed to rehome her beautiful flock of chickens and of course dear hubby never batted an eye just loaded the crate onto the 250 pounds of feed he was already dragging into the farm and began his hike. Now here he finds himself with 2 kids, on foot traversing the snow, ice, mud, muck and various other obstacles that the trail has to offer-in the waning light of winter dragging a sled that is fully loaded. When they finally arrived home 2 hours after sunset it was a sight reminiscent of the early days of the gold miners traversing the terrain in winter headed to the Klondike to find their fortunes. If only I could of gotten a picture!

While Dear Hubby and 2 of the kids were gone I thought I was going to have a quiet day. HA! Goats being goats they managed to get their horns hooked into the tire chains we had hanging from the sawbuck. Now if it were just the goats involved they have learned that if you get stuck just stand still and beller at the top of your lungs then mom comes to the rescue (yes I’m mom to everyone and everything here). The jingling of the chains was just too enticing to the piglets we are growing out and they felt the need to become- involved. Now by involved I mean to say they managed to get the chains untangled from the goats-good thing? Wrong! They untangled the goats and one of them ended up with a set of chains wrapped around itself like body armor and instead of standing still decides running into the forest full speed is a much better idea. Now I am following a squealing pig dragging a clanking chain (almost like an old horror movie) and every time he snags on something that holds him back for a millisecond he squeals like the Devils got ahold of his tail. I finally catch him when he attempted to duck under a downed tree and became too entangled to run any farther. Untangling him and retrieving the chain I hike back to the yard with the icy chain over my shoulder only to discover the goats had managed to get into the hens laying house and have eaten the bedding in the nesting boxes. After placing the chains in their appropriate place albeit a bit higher than before I repeated the original task (bedding for the chickens) and headed back inside to check on my bread rising and for a much needed cup of coffee.

Bread in the oven, cup of coffee in hand I am just lowering my cold wet body onto a chair and as I touch the seat I hear what sounds like a 747 crashing outside-running to see what is going on I discover Frankie has liberated not one but 3 rabbits and has managed to get inside a rabbit hutch then hooked his horn from the inside on the wire and thrashed around until the hutch is lying on its side. Dang it Frankie!  Untangling that mess was quite like sorting out a ball of barbed wire. Getting him free I run back to check on bread, remove from oven and back outside to right the hutch which is now starting to freeze in the snow and make the needed repairs. Luckily the rabbits were ready to return home and sat at my feet waiting.

Ah, finally that cup of coffee-cold and yet was warmer than I do I gulped it down and looking at the time realized supper still needed made and it was 6 pm! 

At last all were home safe, critters fed and bedded down. My evening winding down and there is peace once again. Making my final checks at 11:30 I am comforted by the knowledge all are sleeping peacefully so I kiss each child on the forehead, start down the ladder, miss a rung fall into bed and decide I’ll just stay there-the fire doesn’t need stoked after all. Yes some nights you literally fall into bed.

Have a blessed day all and be thankful for your blessings~

Time stood still

Just for a few moments, time seemed to stand still. The twinkling stars of silver on a canvas of midnight blue, a masterpiece of its own but tonight there was more. The dancing haze of green arching upward then swooping down as gracefully as any bird in flight, yes for a few moments time stood still. I was mesmerized. It was if the haze were beckoning me to it. Reaching out and then quickly fleeting towards the heavens. Just a moment longer, one more swoop, swirl and spin of the entrancing light dance put on for only my eyes…..The night chill drove me indoors yet I couldn’t step away from the window as wave after wave of the haze grew brighter, more distinct and the dance seemed to be drawing me into its peaceful yet vibrant existence, if only for a few moments.

The Aurora was beautiful and it removed the word “chore” from my nightly task of critter checks. If it weren’t for them I’d have missed the show that words can never truly describe. The reality is-my moments were actually almost 90 minutes of 25 degrees but the chill of the night air only heightened the experience. 

The past several days have been daunting. Frought with ups and downs, highs and lows. Breakdowns of crucial pieces of equipment, worries piled upon worries yet tonight I was renewed. Tonight the solace was found in twinkling stars and swirling ions of light. Tonight I remembered why I can and will press on changing the lows to lessons and the highs to memories I can reflect on in the future.

I have always known I wanted to share this life we live with others-all of you reading this and following along our daily journey but tonight I finally found the answer as to why. The peace I feel deep inside is indescribable. I have longed for and searched out this peace my entire life and now that I found it I only wish I could bottle it up and send it to the far corners of the world so others can feel it too.

Even as I sit here listening to Frankie the Billy goat who has once again found his way not only into the yard but onto the deck AND is knocking on the door (yes seriously a goat knocking on the door at 2 a.m.) I should be annoyed with him but I feel peace. 

The snow fall we recieved has made the simple task of walking through the yard treacherous as it is still wet and mushy underneath. I found myself stuck yesterday while making my rounds and had to be rescued by dear hubby and son. I stepped in a spot and sunk to the tops on my knee high boots! It was like quick sand-really Quick quicksand! They made their way to me and pulled me out but not before chuckling at my predicament. 

I mentioned break downs and didn’t elaborate but it suffices to say that 2 of the wheelers are out of commission for awhile and the other things will just be put on the back burner until finances improve. I have more pressing things to do in the coming days such as getting birds dressed and ready for freezer camp. One more torrential downpour could devastate the remaining birds and that isn’t acceptable to the bottom line. 

This strange weather pattern were in seems to be affecting people all over the world. I keep reminding myself that it isn’t just us, there’s really NOT a dark cloud hovering over us but some days it does seem so. If it weren’t for my faith I would probably be depressed at what is happening but I know God is just preparing my family for greater things and he has given us the ability to continue on-yes we can and will persevere and brighter days are on the horizon.

Last Sunday as we faced getting buried coming in with supplies and the breakdowns began piling up I was faced with the reality that my darling Cati has developed her mothers twisted sense of humor. Walking in the dark in the wind a chill of night she stops and says “MOM”! Thinking a bear or other creature has appeared I immediately get my guard up and she then proceeds to tell me-“chill mom, I just wanted to tell you that at least we didn’t hear the hyenas this time” For those of you who haven’t read the story there was an incident when we got stuck in the mud and ice. The tires turning sounded much like hyenas yapping and I couldn’t for the life of me figure out why there would be hyenas laughing at my plight! Yes my dear Cati is my mini me!

Well I’ve taken up enough of your time for today so I will leave you with a few pics of my family and our lives. The kids have grown so much in the last year and a half I’m simply amazed. I will ask that if you have the means to, please consider purchasing one of our tshirts or hoodies you can find them hereTwo Moose Farm shirts . Your support is appreciated greatly.

Have a blessed day all!